I have a bit of pain in my right-hand finger. I ended up watching the below dissection. The way how our body is engineered is awesome. So many connected muscles, tissues. More than the thought it makes us feel the power of all the human ecosystem.
Know yourself better!!!
Very disturbing news every day
Economically
The cascade effects of this covid will impact every family in multiple ways. Physically, emotionally, financially fit in these stressful times.
I am losing the faith in humanity with more poignant pictures. Even if I feel like having symptoms the only option seems self-medication. I am not afraid of death but just hope for pain-free instant death than a prolonged illness.
It's very sad and disturbing news seeing kids, teens who have not seen life at all falling prey to this wave. This exposes our inability, failed infrastructure. All that glitters is all broken to the core.
I hope we learn the lessons, This lack of preparedness, denial model is biting us hard. Condolences, regrets are not going to bring back lost lives. How many we can save, how we can avoid, how we can be proactive is all that we could do minimally. I hope we have leaders who deliver than practice, work than denying reality.
Take care of yourself!!!
Help whenever possible!!!
Stay kind!!!
Regretful Life!!!
So many years to make a chappati. Finally something decent.
Milk + Oil + Atta is the key
Keep Thinking!!!
Pointers from my readings
What I like the most - A small family for me
What I dislike the most - Relationships, emotional drama
Sometimes I feel death is good than struggling to please everyone around us.
We are not born to please, or be slave or follow someone
Everyone has their own perspectives, views, let go of life, move on, find your path
Let this journey be on your own mindset, Leave alone people who pull you down. Better be alone
Certifications add credibility
Competency comes from experimentation
Every certification does not ensure competency
I feel like every 6 months is like a semester. Learn / Code / Blog / Read again repeat the same. I have been thrown different things and everything is something somewhere I read about / coded on my interests. It's like a semester after semester. I have aged but have become a Robo, Learning bot.
Learn, Eat, Code, Sleep, Drive, Think, Walk, and a little sadness at times.
Keep going!!!
When we work on our skills.
When you focus on weakness, keep your focus on strengths
When you improve on feedback, double up on your strengths
2X improvement in Strenght, a 1X improvement on Feedback
Win or Loose Enjoy the Journey
Keep Going
Keep Going!!!
Summary from Linkedin Reads
Two things I missed in the past few days
#1. I was in ATM, I was thinking about whether to buy chicken or get some fruits. In that thought, I left an ATM card. I went out for few mins then recognized. When I came back card was not there but someone had kept it on the left side. Thanks to the gentleman. It was a big relief.
#2. Today I went out to find a tender coconut shop. The shop seems closed then went for breakfast. In that thought of not finding I missed to get change for money I paid. In return, he called and gave me change
Whenever I am in a dual mind I miss whatever I am doing currently. Age is catching up possibly. I hope to die in good health. I don't want to be a burden nor live a life depending on anyone. Too soon I think I am done with Life :)
When death comes calling smile and kiss death.
Communism❤️ pic.twitter.com/GzbymnNHAx
— Ilayabarathi Ambedkar (@IlayabarathiAm1) June 1, 2021
Last few days my system was crashing giving a blue screen. I had to update drivers, remove unwanted programs, scan, optimize and fix bad sectors. This blue screen of death is also a correlation to my mental pain for certain aspects of my personal life. In the same way time to time, we need to update emotional wellness, beliefs, thoughts. My systems also behave similar to my emotional mindset, This was a warning for me to get back to myself fixing/identify other better options to settle down, plan peacefully, focus on core strengths.
Win or lose make an attempt, drive till the end of the journey. It's not about results, Its the journey that matters!!
Keep Going!!!
Came across this clip of Life Saving Trip 4hrs Mangalore to Bangalore
The kid survived and posted in follow-up video
Keep Going!!!
When I solve, find patterns with AI why I can't find a solution for partner search
One looks better than another, I am too confused about who is right
When both like it looks like heaven, when one person likes and another does not it feels like hell
Faces are beautiful when attitude shows up the interest goes down
Many failures have pushed hopes and its like namesake or go with leftover options
You say I don't have masters, I got it
You say not much wealthy, I had to strive to save
When I got it, I lost my looks :)
Now finding someone equal is also difficult, You have gone through a struggle to become a master at what you are good at. Why would you go for someone who has no similar mindset?
In the end, it was a pleasure of struggle, to overcome and prove others wrong, this is another way to live succeed
Be yourself, Believe your own trail, never follow nor preach, go with what is right for you!!!
Finally ended up reading cognitive behavioral therapy. I have to be my own doctor, surgeon, psychologist. It's an interesting reading. Some nice quotes from the book.
“When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.” - Helen Keller
“Thoughts are opinions not facts.”
“The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.” - Lao-Tzu
“Life does not consist mainly – or even largely – of facts and happenings. It consists mainly of the storm of thoughts that are forever blowing through one’s mind.”
“Knowing yourself is the beginning of all wisdom.” - Aristotle
“What lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters, compared to what lies within us.” - Ralph Waldo Emerson
‘Action may not always bring happiness; but there is no happiness without action.’ - Benjamin Disraeli
“When the heart weeps for what it has lost, the spirit laughs for what it has found.” Sufi aphorism
‘One cannot get through life without pain ... what we can do is choose how to use the pain life presents to us.’
“Rather light a candle than complain about the darkness.” - Chinese proverb
“you cannot be happy without a wider goal than yourself, but you cannot be happy either without self-knowledge and self-acceptance. If you feel low, there are centuries old philosophies to help ... so happiness comes from the outside and from within. The two are not in contradiction. The true pilgrim fights the evils in the world out there and cultivates the spirit within.”
Keep Going!!!
The last few days have been pathetic. Very negative with respect to partner search. It's a bit disturbing and uncomfortable.
When sad listen to Raja Sir Songs
When happy listen to Raja Sir Songs
When angry listen to Raja Sir Songs
I am in this stage of life where I don't really feel attached to anything. Just need to teach things that I know and leave the world in a state I am useful and I share my knowledge.
Keep Going!!!
Life without marriage
Life without a career
Marriage is like a mirage in the desert, The more it appears present the more it appears distant. Already old enough, unable to handle the terms and conditions and expectations. I hope to find a way to come out of this mid-life crisis and move forward. How to give up hope forever. Keep thinking.
At last, It's one life, make it good enough with fewer regrets not long. The day death comes calling I hope to smile with fewer regrets and satisfaction I have experimented with the journey.
Keep Going!!!
Birthplace - Earth, Race - Human, Religion – Kindness. We are never at this point, divided in every dimension.
Like a drunkard, this blog is my late-night diary and serves as my graveyard shift memories. When I am not there in this world you will know what was running in my mind.
A well-lived day is a little progress towards a well-lived life #MyThoughts
1. Coding every day makes you a better programmer
I am never a good programmer or coder. I still feel a ton of things to Learn. Database I have delivered fairy good product releases. Overall, in API and scalable microservices, I need to learn the trade. There are a ton of things to learn UX / Web/ DB / AI / Vision. The tradeoff between domain vs code is always learning on a need basis. Never Stop Learning.
2. Being kind makes you a better person
Anger serves no good. Nothing works just breaking bridges. Go far by being silent than talking and breaking emotions. Sometimes it's better to cry alone than sharing with people who will further weaken you. I regret my mistakes and for hurting people. I took up months to come back from my failures and betrayals. In the end, scars remained and the pain reduced over time.
3. Forgiving and walking away for peace makes you a mature person, Forgiveness and Kindness is the true strength. Anger is a form of foolishness
We cannot forget every betrayal nor fight for every defeat. Sometimes our own trust betrays us. Nothing lasts forever and no one is forever. Life is always more about being resilient and patient
4. Life isn’t for reproduction, it’s bringing the next generation with some brains and use for humanity
Sometimes feel lonely, sometimes feel lusty, sometimes feel lost out. Don’t know how to balance. I am neither buddha nor Socrates. A common man struggling to balance spirituality and practicality.
5. I know I’m not perfect but that does not stop me from correcting myself to be the best version of myself
Looking at your mistakes don’t lose on your strengths, it’s our strengths that took us to victory, double up on your strengths while you fix your weakness
6. Learn, Live, Stay Focused, Keep Walking
What defines you is credibility, your work, and how you were part of others' success. It’s all competitive world but again success is long term, let the journey be more meaningful than titles.
7. Every broken heart will find someone who can exactly fix the broken pieces
Yes, it will be broken sometimes or several times, but it is a journey where you keep shredding your old skin and add new learning’s, Hope the longest pain ends to give start to beautiful memories.
8. Live in the future lifestyle habit to attain the goals, Stay happy with Past for the Lessons
Sometimes insults, failures push you to prove what we can do When people who were so long with us do not understand us, how does success come easily then, It’s a never-ending pursuit of patience, resilience and learning.
9. Get Back to the best version of self-aware self
It is your life and it's ending one minute at a time, Regret, cry, drink, recover and give a bang back to this world. When you are ready to lose everything, you can risk anything. In the end success or failure doesn’t matter it’s the thrill of doing it as I wanted to it. Be better, learn well, and keep sharing
10. Observe and accept life than reacting to every single event
Hard to say but makes sense when we think about it, when tempted or bullied you better stay patient and stay away. You cannot win over stupid people and their perspectives.
11. In the end, I want my life to be looked up to as inspiration against all odds
12. Maturity is having humility, kindness, and knowing more about yourself, and living every single day bit more productive than yesterday
13. Keep traveling and make today a better day in memories of tomorrow
Recollect your memories as moments of learning, moments of discovery, moments of empathy, moments of resilience, moments of patience, moments of trust
14. Let your deeds and actions reflect kindness, optimism, and empathy
15. Travel with no direction to look for is like getting ready for the next version of yourself
When lost keep going, keep walking with an open mind, ride without a destination. Sometimes the vision is blurred, and it needs a break to find its trail.
16. Today is the future I dreamt of yesterday, Slow consistent improvement every day in every way.
Never do anything that is against your values even for the smallest amount of gain.
17. Persistence and Optimism are the biggest wealth we can have in our Life!!!
Never stop trying, never stop learning, Be better than yesterday, and hope for a better tomorrow.
18. Creativity - Constant thinking to find small improvements
Being an idea collector, observer, the curious learner is all we can do to keep up our knowledge repository
19. Someone will find my scars beautiful and I look for that someone special in my life
A wrong person will find loss in every scar. The right person will find beauty in every scar. Not everyone is the same. Look out for your company and never stop looking around.
20. Stay Simple, Stay Grounded, Be Kind, Things will end happily in Life
21. Redefine Life, Live the life that provides constant learning, creativity, makes you feel humble and Simple!!!!
22. We never lose anything in life, We find Ourselves on every occasion when we are broke
Every time when I am broke, I went into isolation mode, the loneliness and silence teaches a lot and it’s a life-changing moment. Forget everything, Forgive others, Find yourself once again. We get lost several times in several situations. We need to constantly keep searching for the kind within us.
23. This life has no logical answer to emotional pain. Learn to Learn from the pain to find your new self
Pain changes yourself forever, you are not the same person. Going through pain has life-changing moments and memories
24. Your emotion is also like a weapon. As long as you don't pick your right emotions you cannot move in the right direction
Cry like a kid, Experiment like an infant, laugh like a mad person, let the world keep judging in its own lens. Be sure you are happy with your decisions.
25. The ingredients of knowledge are learning, reading, writing, communication, experimentation, and presentation
Keep Learning, Keep Sharing, Fail, Learn, Repeat, Attempt, Try Something new interesting
26. A selfless, humble, and kind person is a Living God
A person who looks beyond self and helps others is a manifestation of God. Kindness exists today only in advice not in reality.
27. If you stay positive after everything you are an inspiration for the next generation. Some seeds of kindness are the key, the world is still alive
28. Credibility comes with time and actions, not with perspectives/promises
Dress, looks, words cannot be compared to results and perspectives. Be good in your work and actions. Never go just by looks, observe people before you trust them.
29. Not everyone is your kind of personality, Find your flock and keep flying
We don’t need anyone approval to live a life of our principles. As long as you don’t carry personal guilt or regret, you can live the way you want to live.
Keep Going!!!
Learning is a beautiful process to understand, interpret, apply. We never know anything fully in our Life.
Keep Going!!!
Sillu Karupatti movie was amazing. We connect with people with whom we have the same mindset. Somehow this matrimony-based work hard to impress is non-sense. Everyone is flawed that the fact. Accepting if they are ok or not and seeing the positive is the key. Better to meet your partner as a friend, than trying to impress someone.
Life goes on!!!
So many things are looked into but not important things
Live and Let Live!!!
The failed relationships may be painful, but they give us the greatest opportunity to develop our most important emotional skills.
The failed job interviews may be painful, but they give us the greatest opportunity to develop our most time management, learning, problem-solving skills
The failed conversations may be painful, but they give us the greatest opportunity to develop our most important skills.
Every next version will demand a newer, faster, better, stronger version of self.
Keep Going!!!
• Study hard.
— Richard Feynman (@ProfFeynman) March 29, 2021
• What others think of you is none of your business.
• It's OK not to have all the answers.
• Experiment, Fail, Learn and Repeat.
• Knowledge comes from experience.
• Imagination is important.
• Do what interests you the most.
• Stay curious.
