Life and the meaning of it

After a lot of emotional pain. Now, its time for physical pain. Sometimes happiness is a distant dream. Sometimes you need to struggle too much even for basic minimum things in Life. When people close to you emotionally drain you, you will never be happy and living your best.

Time to let go of everything and move on.

Keep Going!!!

The Cycle of Discounts - Nothing Comes Free

Whatever I saved in #Ubereats, #Swiggy on discounts I spent reasonable money 3X in my hospital expenses. Nothing comes easy in life. What comes easy will not last long. I thought I saved money by discounts but finally, I paid the price of ignoring health.

At least moving forward I need to have the discipline to spend life and respect every aspect in life friends, family, work, health, and good food. Thank you life for giving another chance to change.

Keep Going!!!


Down with Typhoid

As you keep going one day you get brutally knocked down because of a sedentary lifestyle. In the middle of night managed to reach the hospital. As usual, my best buddy Dinesh was there the moment I got admitted. I haven't learned lessons of respecting good food, respecting the body with proper rest, food habits. It taught me the lesson I deserved.

Keep Going!!!

It's My Life

What I am

  • I chose to wear same pattern of clothes and cut my spending for Fashion
  • I chose to learn, listen good music than expensive travels to crowded places
  • I chose to have a better inner-self than better selfies

Why I am like this

  • My Knowledge will become redundant without Updating it
  • My Health with Deteriorate with this sedentary lifestyle
  • My Job is not permanent, I want to stay away from materialistic desire

What I want to accomplish

  • I want to code till my death
  • I want to write quality papers with my experience
  • I want to teach with passion and inculcate the creative thinking habit

Chose being simple and build a richer inner-self

- Siva

My way of Learning new things @ Work


  • Rely on books, blogs, articles, stackoverflow
  • Build on different views, understand an develop your perspective
  • Watch some tutorial, follow the steps
  • Write my own script, customizing the already built code
  • Implementing a solution that Interests me

Happy Learning!!!

Thoughts on becoming a consultant

As I get near to 40, I keep evaluating myself to focus on a few concrete goals than big broad goals. You need to manage financial goals, learning goals and better health to continue to innovate/learn code till 50.

  • Consulting and working on AI / ML focused projects
  • Training / Sharing Learning
  • Pick a few product ideas, do an MVP

To quit a regular job and move into these roles needs a backup plan for insurance, health aspects. Getting closer to the next big move.

Keep thinking!!!

Bitter and Sweet Life

One bad moment in life leads to multiple bad decisions. When you are stuck in that Deep trouble you reach out for help. But those moments make you feel Life is only bitter. But someday we heal and become better. After a few days, weeks, months you come back to yourself and be a better kind person. Life can get bitter, sour but one day it will shine and become sweet too. That's Life.

Keep Going!!!

Good Thoughts


I will no longer react as a fool, instead i will fully appreciate there knowledge from r/motivation

So far you've survived 100% of your worst days. You're doing great. from r/motivation

Keep Going!!!
"Fight for you. Believe in you. Bleed. Cry. Conquer - Dan Waldschmidt"