Perspectives

You can never forget as I know how much I cared about

I will never forget as I know how much I suffered to recover

The same statement I went through on both sides of the coin. When someone leaves you or when you leave someone. Sometimes the fear, situations, and courage hide with other pressure to leave things. Bigger purpose learns to sacrifice or take the meaningful risk. Love and Let go. Let go and Love. Love, Let go, Forget and Find yourself. We don't live forever keep the past, be kind to the future. Sometimes being alone is better than being in an unsuitable company.

Keep Going!!!

Catalog of failures

My life by itself has a lot of drama, tragedy, happiness, sadness, and alone walking. 

• Startup idea failures
• Multiple rejections in patents
• Crazy failures in the relationship (Ghosting, No from parents, call of after marriage dates fixed)
• It's okay to be single but sometimes loneliness kill
• If you can't succeed personally or professionally it kills you internally :)
• Sex is cheap, lust is cheap, money is greed - you can label as you like but that is all part of expectations as we grow up
• Don't know to say how mature or damaged I am, mmm sometimes I just look up to stars to forget everything
• You have to numb your pain if you have to hope for an optimistic future

Today I heard Jacob sir passed away in covid wave2, the one who used to run a restaurant opposite my apartment. Had seen him every day past 5 years till covid. He is still in my eyes, the cheerful person, People vanish one day, Life goes on. Felt bad on hearing the news. He was 60+ I guess, a very active, engaged person.

Sometimes you need to let go of everything in life!!!