Happy mothers day without any wishes

Yes I don't think I can ever compensate anything in words

Relationships break

Friends come and go

Siblings fight

People come and go

The most tolerant person in my life is my mom only

The most unkind/selfish I would not hesitate to accept I am

I was a bit unwell, A friend of mine prescribed some medication

Above all, I was feeling health going down. I managed to come back home. It was purely my ego to cook, eat, survive on my own. In a way stupidity in emotions. I am better now recovering. I feel regretful for every death I hear. Death takes away the dreams, promises, the hope of many people. Stay safe, Break the chain. Support each other emotionally. Be less guilt-filled and less regretful. More than death how to be a source of kindness, optimism matters. 

Let all this heal, we become more kind, optimistic, and supportive.

Keep Thinking!!!

Mindset of people

Everywhere in my circles, we are not comfortable to speak the issues. We believe everything is a number until it happens to us. It is a pity we don't value / think about why we are in this situation. The so-called education factories where you pay, get world-class tuition, get into institutions and build your own life without caring for who dies or lives. 

There is no feeling of morality or kindness or care. It is like all is well for me. It will not take much time for the imbalances to result in hunger, poverty leading to more crimes. The government is responsible for making citizens self-sustainable. Unless we give good meaningful values, moral values, these hundreds of temples, religions will continue to flourish as well become blind to our dying neighbors.

Keep Thinking!!!

Some melting moments

Never be blind to others' sufferings. What happens to them today will happen to you tomorrow. 

How do we break covid chain ?

• Vaccinate everyone free of cost
• Start from unorganized sector, police, healthcare, daily workers
• Create more awareness
• Spend more on sanitization
• Evaluate other ways of medication - Siddha/ Ayurveda 
• Invest / Innovate and encourage large scale innovation
• Make the medicine core Intellectual property free / let everyone leverage and create it in large scale
• Every life matters not just people who have money

Keep Thinking!!!

Panic

Yea, I felt a bit panicked

• Dry Cough
• Dizziness
• Bit of nose block
• Intentionally trying out deep breath fearing I have some issue

Had an action 500 morning and slept. Yea, Not afraid of death but do not want a painful one. Then try out homemade remedies

• Saltwater gargling 
• Ginger / Elachi Team
• Vicks Vapour

I have slept from 8-12 then awake from 12-5am, Then again sleep till 12. I do not know what is my timezone

Hope everyone recovers from this pandemic soon!!!!

The bad, The worst, The cruel Life

With so much rampant pandemic and people dying every second

• Who is responsible for this
• How do families survive losing their breadwinners
• Two years of loss of education and dropouts
• The job loss for poor and daily workers
• Our bleak, broken, and fragile healthcare system
• Twitter is flooded with cremation, ICU beds request, distress calls
• Every tweet mentions some loved ones passed away

Very depressing, sad, and regretful/forgetful days in life. Hospitals making 10X money, there is no value for life, nor for money. This inequality will cascade and create a more painful future for them. We have failed when we fail to take care of everyone. 

This reflects our culture, values, humanity. We are selfish to the core. 98% selfish and 2% selfless. But that 2% are helpless as they are financially weak.

What we sow, so we reap. Until we don't learn our lessons we will continue to suffer. You have to live on your own when all your systems fail to give you a living.

The billionaires keep making token donations and a larger PR image. Citizens who cannot live without mobile phones. Internet is cheap but everything else is expensive. When you do not see all your people equally you will not let the poor learn, grow or be self-sustainable. Nature has a way to balance man-made imbalances. Either the system reboots itself or nature will format out in near future. When we do not hold accountability and play the blame game we will never understand others' pain.

Very sad day!!!!

Know your body

I have a bit of pain in my right-hand finger. I ended up watching the below dissection. The way how our body is engineered is awesome. So many connected muscles, tissues. More than the thought it makes us feel the power of all the human ecosystem.

Know yourself better!!!

Stay Safe

Very disturbing news every day

• Death of kids, teens, adults, elders
• Mass cremations
• Now Corona has reached closer to everyone

Economically

• Loss of Jobs / pushing people below the poverty line
• Making healthcare expensive/unaffordable
• Dropouts in education / Higher unemployment numbers

The cascade effects of this covid will impact every family in multiple ways. Physically, emotionally, financially fit in these stressful times.

I am losing the faith in humanity with more poignant pictures. Even if I feel like having symptoms the only option seems self-medication. I am not afraid of death but just hope for pain-free instant death than a prolonged illness. 

It's very sad and disturbing news seeing kids, teens who have not seen life at all falling prey to this wave. This exposes our inability, failed infrastructure. All that glitters is all broken to the core. 

I hope we learn the lessons, This lack of preparedness, denial model is biting us hard. Condolences, regrets are not going to bring back lost lives. How many we can save, how we can avoid, how we can be proactive is all that we could do minimally. I hope we have leaders who deliver than practice, work than denying reality.

Take care of yourself!!!

Help whenever possible!!!

Stay kind!!!

Regretful Life!!!

Cooking Experiment

So many years to make a chappati. Finally something decent.

Milk + Oil + Atta is the key

Keep Learning!!!

Glimpses from Phone Camera Clicks

 

Keep Travelling!!!

Random Cooking

 

Semiya, Sugar, Nuts, Milk...

Happy Cooking!!!

Need to think - Health

• Got fitter, worked less
• Taking OWNERSHIP of YOUR life
• Cut out all the people that were “draining” me! What raced through my mind
• I had been saved ‘by and for my children and that awareness guided my career decisions
• Living and working in a manner that aligns with your values.
• Embrace ‘No’ at work
• Work smart not hard
• Family is everything

Keep Thinking!!!

Build your brand

 Pointers from my readings

• Reviewing products/use cases from other companies/blogs which we could adopt/take it next level
• Showing futuristic vision rather than sharing what exists 
• Sharing knowledge, creating unique content in their domain / adding their personal learning on top of it
• Communicate outside based on your competency / Sharing personal pet projects/ideas beyond data science too
• A conscious effort needs to be invested in identifying/recommending/building futuristic use cases and interaction with a wider audience.
• People have to be looked up for both Data Science Expertise/ Domain Expertise. Both are equally important. Encourage domain certifications too.

Keep Thinking!!!

Lockdown day #1, #2

 

• Own Cofee
• Own Cooking

Hopefully evening would be again ordering one more meal !!!

Rich vs Poor

 Do not go by Looks!!!

Life is hard!!!

Thoughts

"The meaning of life is to give life a meaning" 

Keep Thinking!!!

Missing family and kids

What I like the most - A small family for me

What I dislike the most - Relationships, emotional drama

Sometimes I feel death is good than struggling to please everyone around us.

We are not born to please, or be slave or follow someone 

Everyone has their own perspectives, views, let go of life, move on, find your path

Let this journey be on your own mindset, Leave alone people who pull you down. Better be alone 

Certifications

Certifications add credibility

Competency comes from experimentation

Every certification does not ensure competency

Feels like Semester after Semester after Semester

I feel like every 6 months is like a semester. Learn / Code / Blog / Read again repeat the same. I have been thrown different things and everything is something somewhere I read about / coded on my interests. It's like a semester after semester. I have aged but have become a Robo, Learning bot.

Learn, Eat, Code, Sleep, Drive, Think, Walk, and a little sadness at times.

Keep going!!!

Double up on your Strenghts

When we work on our skills. 

When you focus on weakness, keep your focus on strengths

When you improve on feedback, double up on your strengths

2X improvement in Strenght, a 1X improvement on Feedback

Win or Loose Enjoy the Journey

Keep Going