We all have both good things, things to correct. Our tendency has become more receptive to praise and defend for criticism. We all have good and bad in us. The areas of it and the percentage of it decides the impact on our decisions. Intentions vs Actions are a key, A selfish intention may have a selfless action. It is a game against What I am true vs What I want to be seen as.
It's better to be as we are than projecting us a 'Holy Spirits' or 'Devils'. In a way, we tend to live the life of our free will. Are we really free is a debatable topic.
Everything is a measure of what we do and what we receive. What we sow so we reap. To be better in the future, think about finding the right places, the right people, the right mindset. Never keep living in the past. The past is a place not to be looked up for regret but to be remembered for lessons.
Take lessons from the darkest past, Work for the brightest future
Take lessons from failed past, Work for the most successful future
Take lessons from the lost past, Work for the most promising future
Lose your ego, Love your trails, build your passion and kindness
Long for credits when you fail
Share the credits when you succeed
God lives in ordinary men who struggle to make ends meet
Keep Going!!!